Assalamualaikum ^^v
Haven't been updating in a long time, huh? Almost 2 months I presume. Well, I wasn't in the mood to write so yeah. I still feel the frustration over 'something something'. Alhamdulillah the stress had finally been restored with better resolution of stress-work. Not 'work' as in in the office or something. It's loads of assignments and tutorials and tests and projects. Been busy lately haha that's good tho. No more getting anxious over silly problems, right? Eyebags are obviously showing nowadays; but who cares. Panda eyes are cute !

Okay change the topic.

To be honest I'm having this urge of crying my eyes out but I'm kinda holding it up? Nah it's nothing big, really. It's just... I felt so wrong.Currently living in an environment, like I'm not in my own country. No, I'm being dead serious. Too many foreigners that I couldn't even categorize by their homeland anymore. Way too mixed up. Even the socializing; I'm actually speechless about this. Our own kind are just like them. It's good to socialize, but that's just too much! Everything has its own boundaries; so is mingling around. I'm just a watcher, seeing as maksiat happening around me. THIS what makes my eyes hurt. I can't say anything. It's just how thing go around here. If I decided to open my big mouth, I guess I won't be here right now.

I'm scared.

Du'a is a Muslim's greatest weapon.

Yes. That. I pray for a day where no overly-attached couples or touching or something similar around me in the area I'm currently fighting in. At least being reduced. I'm sick of it. Totally. Sometimes I mentally screamed for all those stuffs to go away. Still, it happens. Community of today.

Guess that's all. Out.