Assalamualaikum

For the time being, I'm a part-time housekeeper. Since the-quite-awful-flood-that-never-entered-the-house-before-but-this-year-it-did happened, I'm kinda segan to go out for some stroll at town or something alike. Usually, it would be an-everyday-routine /sometimes/ and I'd go there alone. Me and my alone time eheh. Well yeah my family is currently having some heck of a hardship then I'm just gonna run along to town like nothing happened? That's just so wrong m(￢0￢)m

Okay back to the topic. To be honest, I'm trying to get rid of something from myself like lots of times already. I think it started from the early years of 2013. Slowly la oi. But that attraction is just so strong since some person kept pulling me towards THAT direction, again and again. Thankfully, I'm a hard-headed kid so yeah I don't do much hearing lol ←~∋(｡Ψ▼ｰ▼)∈ Tried again the change for the new semester, and yeah it's working. A little. Like a speck of dust...and it's not much of an improvement.

"Trying to throw out the bad stuff is hard; and accepting the good stuff is just as hard"

It's a quote or something like that (?) that I kept hearing Umi saying to us kids of hers plus my high school teachers also been brainwashing us with this sentence /and the sentence continues with some nagings eheh/ (＃⌒∇⌒＃)ゞ Ha ha I felt superbly guilty for not listening to them in the first place. Who would have thought, I'd use their 'quote' for my life ha ha can I roll like a buffalo and weep? ༼இɷஇ༽

Alhamdulillah it's going rather smooth (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑ I'm the one who needs to control it now. As I'm at home now, the challenge is getting rather bigger then at the campus. I hope this ends well. Only a few knows about this mission yang suci murni so yeah (◐◞౪◟◑’)┐

Freilos. Out.