Assalamualaikum

Just yesterday Min updated about friends >here< I was included. Seriously I was touched! She even added Fluffo in her blog. And a new friend I just knew, Yun <-- her best friend since standard two. Even insisted to re-read it /doing mainstream touchy crap since soaking eyeballs into running water ain't a logical thing to do/

Turns. This movement like- well they are related to zig-zag, curves, U-turns, just take your pick. Actually, I'm relating the term to life. Let's just say life is full of /insert your type of turns/. To be honest, Fluffo did talk about turns to my sense of direction of well; life.

"You turned far before reaching what you wanted. That's quite a loss tho" - Fluffo

Once Fluffo pointed out about it right to my nose, a spark of flashbacks shot me right through the scarred part of the heart. It's painful. Each turn I had made just to stand on my two feet right now; it hurts. I had to leave my safe zone and ended up losing in the battlefield just to move on. With a caring senior supporting me throughout the after-effect, I was more than fine. I was feeling blessed! She would always console me eventho I said I was okay. I bet she understood what I felt 'cause she saw what her friends had to get through, the same fate as me I suppose. Well urm, thanks for everything.

I want A but they want me to go with P . Running to U since I don't want P. Jumped to M to run from U. Rejected by M bt got accepted at L for the sake of A

Let A be the a dream, P is the one I refuse to live with and the other alphabets as a place. This is an expression based on the implicit of a part of my life. Just a lame old 'shout-out' that I can't tell thanks to some phobia of rejection and something something (?)

P/s: Thanks to L I M for the lovely picture. "Once a Limian, always a Limian!" /it's a campus club/