Interview
Hewwo hewwo~
This is the person I've mentioned previously; Keonhee, kawaii maknae-line Keonii. He was in produce one-o-one and I just LOVE his vocals this boi can sing! And those cheeks omg. I'm glad he finally debuted with Hwanwoong (also in produce) I kinda just watched weekly idol Oneus x Ateez you boy have so many talents I love you even more
I know I just skipped a day...I have an excuse. Woke up to a phone call for a job interview. I admit I was wrong in oversleeping but two hours prior notice? Like really? First job interview MY HEART BHJDMKAFGMNNM can you imagine the hassle searching for my certificates, old porfolio, important docs, et cetera. Even messaged Duckie to accompany me I'll pick her up later (in which I know would be more hassle after shut uuup) At the last minute my mum was like 'lemme take you there' I'm sorry beloved mother I love you really but if you come with me to the office- with me not knowing directions and panicking- I'd rather go alone.
Once reaching Duckie's place she offered to drive. I wasn't finished fixing my clothes and docs into files. It was raining when we got there omg I was already a minute late (gotta be puntual, man) we couldn't find the place. Duck just told me to get off, supposedly it was around there somewhere.
Got in the office and all waiting, the staffs were pretty friendly. It was a small company though. The boss was later than me thank the lords. But he was busy- once he entered, they were discussing stuffs. After about 10 minutes I got called into his office. The tension y'all was no joke. THEN he had to use more of my time doing some more of his work. 'Issokay I'm here to get employed issokay' as I chanted internally. After a few visits from outside, he just mentioned 'go'.
I think I froze. I don't know how to make the first move. Okay- then he came out of nowhere started lowkey insulting my self-esteem okay okay I know I don't behave like an architect graduate no need to go there. This is why I wanted to work, so I can learn to be one, and someday a successful architect. When I started to talk as he requested, he kept counterattacking...I'm so horrified. He wanted to see my portfolio; okay sure- I gave him the book, trying to explain to him, again I got attacked. Can you imagine my head and heart was doing?
Gosh it's almost midnight okay tomorrow a.k.a a couple more minutes I'd update some mental exercise or something I'M SO TIRED
Back to the interview; ah yes, I kept getting belittled by the guy like yeah man I know you're great (he told me) please cut me some slack, I'm new at this.
Overall, I think I flunked it. Duck waited for me more than an hour. I can't even think straight after leaving the office. I mean I was around the block, just sitting beside Duck to calm my nerve and trying to convince my already awful-self to cheer up. Instead of going back, I went for coffee with Duck lol I just didn't want to go back yet
Idek what to hope anymore lol if I got the job, sure. If not, meh.
A bientot!